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I know how it feels, you just can't explain in words, right?. First time you see him, you actually know him but you think he does not know your presence. Every single time you see him, your heartbeat goes faster and faster until you have butterflies in your stomach. You care about him so much but, deep inside you know that you're the only one who cares. Before you fall asleep, you think of him and dream about him. In the morning, he's the actual reason you're waking up and starting the day. When he talks to you, you listen to the every single detail and fall in love with him even more. When you're face to face, you look him in the eye and say "I love you", only inside, because you're too afraid that he will not say that 3 words back. SO, DON'T BE AFRAID, TAKE CHANCES, STEP FORWARD, DAMN GIRL, JUST SAY IT, SAY IT, SAY IT FOR CHRISSAKE! Courage is the "thing" that keeps you going, if you don't ask, the answer is always "no", if you don't try, you will always be in the same place. This thing I wrote is for the girls who lack the confidence to tell the guy she loves him. Look, for the record, if he doesn't need you, you don't need him too, if he treats you nice and cares about you, give it a shot.

M.